Being left out

Have you ever been left out of a group or just anything, like you have two friends that are telling each other  things and when you come over they stop talking or simply ask you to go away for a minute. YEP, that’s happens to me all the time. People don’t get how bad it hurts to be left out of things, it doesn’t just hurt for a day it hurts forever because you remember it or it never goes away. But the worst thing is, is when you have a brother and a sister and they either talk behind your back or they talk about you right in front of you. But they don’t know what your going through and it just piles and piles and piles up and there is never a breaking point, because they are your family. The worst thing is they may forget about it but it sits in your heart and it kills you. You can try to find someone to talk to,but its to hard to talk about it because it hurts so bad. I’m not writing this because i want you to feel bad for me. I just want to see how many times it has happened to you. Unlike me there’s not enough numbers of times it has happened to me. I always say if its during the day fake a smile until you get home. Simple as that.

love Danielle <3